BuG on the Wall

Just upgraded my computer nothing fancy, upgraded my 8 year old Compaq Presario Windows ME with a 64MB stick of RAM to 2, 256MB sticks I "borrowed" from work. I'm moving up in life baby!! :D

Now I'm going to youporn see ya!

To my dearest O Chem Final,

FUCK YOU O CHEM FINAL!!!

FUCK YOU!!!

How does it feel to get fucked up the ass!? How does it feel to have the roles switched!? Thats right you fucker! How does it feel to have answered that 10 point mechanism, that we never went over, correctly!? HUH!?

That's right sit there quietly with that feeling of been violated deeply and emotionally, because I just owned every one of your fucking questions. You may have beat me on those other tests, but the final is the only thing that matters, so fuck you once again.

Sincerely,

the guy who just fucking raped you!

For my Cell and Molecular class we had to take our cheek cells process them to get them ready to get our DNA sequence code. We sent them out to a Lab where they sequence your DNA and tell you where your ancestry is from. Just got the results in and....

apparently I'm southeast Asian/Australian (Oceania). I went from being 100% Mexican to Asian, not a bad trade off, but what should I do with this new self discovery?

My DNA Sequence

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I guess I really suck at searching, but I remember some really good ninja stories by hotbid and intothewow. Anyone care to link me up?

Also so blog doesn't go to a complete waste I just got accepted to the University of Pittsburgh, anyone attending/planning on attending their? It's not definite, but high probability, 80% chance of so.

Edit:

I'm don't completly suck I found this thread,

http://www.teamliquid.net/forum/infor.../2/The_best_halloween_i_ever_had.html

but I remember a really good one by hotbid includes locker room and the guy with many arms in mortal combat. That's all I can remember right now sorry.

Hey guys a little peer review?

I haven't written anything for a class in a little bit over a year. And this is a very very rough copy. Tear it apart with criticism if you want to. I'm looking for pointers and to see if I'm in the right direction. I want to keep it under 500 words so it's a bit short. This is also a personal statement, because I'm transferring. I read online guides to get a general feel of what I should include, but still don't know if this is right. Soo here is...

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To me the most important thing in life is a challenge and the risks that, that challenge contains. The victorious feeling of overcoming any challenge is something that cannot be described with words alone. The greater the challenge, the more intense that feeling is when having surpassed it. Having faced many challenges through out life, many have been overcome and to be honest a decent number failed.

I come from a family that has had to overcome a lot to be where we are today. Both my parents grew up in Mexico, on small ranches where the only work available was underpaid, making it impossible for them to move forward. Migrating from Mexico to the United States, they worked the only jobs they could find. Although the work was hard and strenuous they were determined to give their children a chance at a promising future. My parent’s experiences have left a mark on my life and I will never take that for granted.

Speaking very little English, school for me was anything but manageable. Most of the material taught was not impossible, but hard to interpret. Seeing that my parents knew as much as I did at the time, I had to be self –taught-. Whenever I had a question or found a particular subject difficult I had to resolve things myself. While others had their parents to look for clarifications I didn’t have the same luxury. This forced me to be self reliant with my studies. Being self reliant is a very important characteristic that I am thankful for learning early on.

My main goal for the future is to become a pediatrician. Being the eldest of three I have learned a lot from my siblings. I have taught them a lot and in return they have done the same. What makes me want to become a pediatrician is having the possibility to have a positive affect on the future, which are our children. I believe very much in the Indian proverb, “We do not inherit the Earth from our Ancestors, we borrow it from our Children.” These words summarize my feelings towards our future. It is the responsibility of everyone to help in making the future a little bit better and I want to do my part.

Dedicating the next several years of my life to your premedical program and then medical school will be a challenge as well as a risk. Certainly paying for medical school will be part of the challenge; however I am one hundred percent sure that this is what I want. I am confident that by admitting me to your school I can and will offer something of value to the table.

So yesterday unknowningly I was taken to a gay club, second most popular in Guadalajara. I didn`t know it was a gay club (I swear!), I went with my uncle and a female friend of his, he told me it was a "mix club". We got there around 1am and when I walked in there were about 80% guys, 15% guys dressed like girls, and 5% other. I wasn`t really mad, becuase I didn`t really care. The music was good and consumption of alcohol made it easier to not me freaked out. I stopped drinking after a few because I didn`t want to wake up next to a guy the next morning.

For the most part I danced alone (haha), a large majority of the people there did as well, but then my uncle and his female friend joined in. There were a couple of incidents involving guys looking at me for long bits of time, (only 2, but really uncomfortable) I went to the other side of the club to avoid uncomfortable conversations for both times. But when I was dancing in the "group" a guy came up to me. He had come up to my uncle earlier, when I wen`t to bathroom and asked if I was a "buja" which means straight?, he didn`t understand him at first, but he said no and then pointed at the group he was with and my uncle replied no again, then he told him that he`ll ask me myself when I came back and he said no to that also lol.

Oh my uncle`s gay btw if you didn`t figure it out why we were in a gay club by now. Only his mom, dad, and me know, were close and use to fight a lot don`t see him as an uncle more like a brother really becuase were so close in age.

Anyway I came back and the guy came up to me the music was loud as hell and I really couldn`t hear anything all, but I kept saying no, because I didn`t hear anything he said. Finally the music went into a small pause and I said "I`m not gay", he told me that a girl liked me and if he wanted me to meet her. I told him sure to bring her over, just incase it was a trick or something, but he came back with nothing and took me to her instead. I asked her, her name and tried a foolish attempt to dance to the tech music, which I think I failed miserably, but noone said anything. She asked me if I was "normal" which I didn`t understand and then she pointed at her bracelet thing that said "derecho" (means straight, should of gotten one of those lol). We danced for a little while and then she told me if I would go to the bathroom with her, she went in and I waited outside with her beer, she came outside and we went to a quiter place of the club to sit and chat.

I`ll tell you now I forgot to get her number, msn, or something to talk with her hahahaha. But she knew 3 languages, Spanish (since that`s mostly what they speak in Mexico), English (very well), and French. She also liked Family Guy and the Simpsons, and most importantly she was fucking hoooooot. Definatly 9.5 out of 10. We also were the same age, seperated by one month. And she lives like 5 minutes away from where I`m staying. Damn I messed up haha, should of gotten her #. AHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK!

Her brother and his boyfriend were fucking with me for a while. They kept comming up from behind her and pushing her towards me, she seemed to like it, he left after a bit and told me that if he came back and I didn`t kiss her there would be problems. I just nodded my head, didn`t know how the fuck I should respond to that. I told her what he told me and she smiled. But I didn`t kiss her. Some time went by and he and his boyfriend came back, we were still dancing and he came from behind her and pushed her towards me again we kept looking at each other and I finally gave her a peck. Her brother was pushing our heads together, but I moved the last second and gave her another kiss on the cheek. I saw her drinking some and didn`t want to take advantage, am the last of my kind a gentleman haha.

She was either really drunk or liked me a lot because she didn`t seem to mind me touching her and getting close to her at all. She was really nice and I forgot to get any info so I can communicate with her. I leave saturday (in 4 days), so it was going to be hard to go out or anything with her during that time, but still would of been nice.

Anywho she left with "I gotta go" and a hug, we left like 2 minutes after they did and saw them driving down the road and they started yelling, don`t know wtf they said.

So we got home around 5am and my uncle (26 btw) asked me what was with the guy. I told him he was her brother, who do you think he was? He said don`t know in all seriousness I thought she wanted a sandwhich LOL. Sandwhich as in two pieces of bread and ham in the middle (think sexually). The rest of the night I cursed myself for not getting any info to communicate with her, but I know nothing much would of happened. Hopefully I`ll run into her one last time before I go hahaha.

All in all it was an awesome start to the new year. Hope you guys had the same.

Day 1

Left house at 6:30 AM even thou the flight wasnt until 10:30. Got there two hours early and walked around the airport for a nice 2 hours. Security started looking at me funny so I though I sit down before I was called a terrorist and my right to anything was rejected and I put in a small dark room, and a man asking me questions about Bin Laden. Any who... the flight from PA to Texas was about 3 hours long and from Texas to Mexico about 2 and a half. Wasn´t too bad got fed decent food in both flights and liked the view from the airplane. Sky was very clear and could see the sceneri.

I was greeted by my grandpa and uncle (uncle 26, but acts my age and is really laid back, he already told me he was going to take me to a couple of bars and a nice club not too far away). I got to my grandparents house around 6, was a bit tired and didn´t really feel like doing much. My grandmother is one of the most amazing people I know and she prepared amazing food and some tea which was the perfect temperature. Got to talking with my grandparents and stuff, still feel awkward with my grandfather thou, his a really quit guy who doesn´t really talk much, a bit like me, but those awkward silences really suck haha. I watched some movies on laptop and discussed life and other things with my uncle until 3 am. The plan was to pick up my aunt which was flying in with me from California, but we didn´t wake up and my grandfather came for me.

Day 2

Jet lag was a bitch and I woke up at 4pm on the 25th chirstmas, my aunt was sleeping when I woke up because she had spent the night at the airport because she missed her original flight and got on the next one which was a 14 hour difference. The thing that happens most here is people giving me food, even when I´m 100% capacity and no more can go in I am forced to eat more by my grandmother, there is no escaping her force the food is delicious, but even when I say I´m full more food is placed on my plate and my stomach expands to nearly 4x normal capacity. I´m full most of the time and there for a bit tired. But I walk it off with walks around the city. Yesterday (day 2) we went for a walk with everyone around Zapopan to see the the chirstmas decorations and to walk for a little bit. People didn´t stop playing music the previous day until 9 am the morning off, my uncle called the police twice but all he got was the answering machine for about 5 minutes each time. hahahaha Mexican police hahahahahhaha.

Day 3

Jet lag was fixed and I woke up at a decent time 9:30 breakfast was amazing like always. The thing I´m taking advantage the most is the exotic fruits that are found there and not in the states. There so amazing, mangos, papayas, oranges, coconuts, and a million different things are sooo cheap down here. Still eating strong on my third day and the food doesn´t stop.

Today we went to the center of guadalajara to shop around, bought some food, got some gifts for back home, didn´t try to pick up local chicks, because grandparents were right behind me, but yeah.. haha. Oh my parents want some bread and cheese that´s located in the middle of nowhere and 6 hours away in Tepece, Michoacan. I can´t get it from anywhere else because they want it from there and they will know if it´s not from there because of the taste so I´m going to be forced to take a 6 hour bus drive just to go pick up some cheese and bread. To be fair the 10 kilo ball of cheese lasts a year so I guess it´s worth it but I really, really don´t feel like going lol.

We plan to leave at 11 tonight to go to Mexico city and see the temples and such for three days. Should be fun, the plan also is to go to Porto Valliarta, which I think is a small city on a mountain side, either that or it´s a beach.

That´s it for now, I´ll continue to write up till day 12, and I´ll add pics eventually.

I'm feeling lonely for some reason lol... I don't know why, I like spending time alone 90% of the time, and just thinking about stuff and prefer not doing much. But right now I got a lonely feeling that just came over me, which is really weiiiiird cause I don't remember ever getting this feeling type of feeling.

I plan to go to Mexico on Monday, which I look forward to I just feel like I have to do something, but I don't know what.......

Now I'm lonely and bored, wtf should do?

Oh and no I don't feel like playing StarCraft..

I really need a chance in scenery what's the chances of picking picking my shit up and leaving to a completely different country to live with only about $5,000 and not dying the first 1-2 months I'm their of starvation or becoming a bum?

Hmmmm... yeah... blog complete.

Ok, so time is narrowing down and I'm usually ok with pushing myself to meet deadlines. But right now I find it very hard to summon my strength to end it all. With one week of classes left, followed by finals week, I can't seem to get any work done. I find myself starring at the wall not thinking of anything what so ever, even thou I have two presentations due tomorrow I'm not worried about them at all. I have started them both, but I still have a lot of work left to complete them. Not only that I have two term papers and two exams that I take place this week. I honestly don't even know where to start. So I waste more time and write to myself a little blog.

I'm used to sleeping 4-5 hours a day now, because I've been doing it for the last year or so. This semester I'm taking 18 credits and working 40+ hours a week. I'm just so tired all the time. I have 2 week vacation starting from 24th of december to the 7 of january which I will be spending in sweet Mexico seeing the temples and pyramids and doing a little bit of traveling. My vacation is all I can think of right now, so it's hard to concentrate on school work. If I can just get past two week period with with my sanity remaining and my goals met it will be a glorious achievement.

I'm hoping for 2 A's, 2 B's, and a C in Organic Chem I. But to get that C I need an 84 on the Final. Will need luck~!

Ok.. enough is enough. Gotta get shit down. ONE LAST MOTHER FUCKING PUSH~~!!!! AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~!!!!!!!!!