My g.r.a.f.f

These were my birthday pictures that happened on Saturday night. I had a blast and someone was blasted. You will see as you keep scrolling through the photos. Some of them will be spoilered, so it doesn't lag the page. Another thing, CHECK OUT THE STARCRAFT CAKE!




Me destroying the cake. Sorry guys.

Normal ones of me and my girlfriend.



Now, it comes down to me and my girlfriend horse playing.
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A trip on the oasis!!!the largest cruise in the world! I won it off a radio show. I was listening in and then around 7:30am eastern, they had said ten clues. It was in a form that was confusing. You had to repeat these on the radio at 8am, but you also had to be 13th caller. Well at 8am I called in, in hopes of me being the 13th caller and I was! Well they asked me to repeat the clues over back to them perfectly and guess what? I did! I fucking did it and won a trip for two! I'm going to be one of the first ones on this cruise. I'm so fucking psyched, I would post more, but I'm posting this from my phone and I'm driving to work lol... but yea fuck yea!

When you guys use photoshop cs4 slice tool, does it freeze photoshop on any of you?...

I just did a website about two times in a row forgetting to save it right before I get to the slice tool. I know it's retarded of me. But anyways, does it? Cause this keeps happening to me.

Hey guys! Today in class we had two hours to make a gestalt. If you don't know what a gestalt is, here is a quick and brief explanation of what it is:


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This is my review of Paranormal Activity. I can't believe this movie is real and this was all filmed on a camera! From beginning to end, this film kept me on the edge of my seat; as well as others in the theatre. It was horrify and was scary as hell. The film did not lag in any portion and it kept up with everything that was going on. When looking for a good horror films that will keep you awake for days, this is the one my friends. I know I'm not sleeping tonight. I also think I shat myself. What makes the film even better is the fact it was real! It's drop dead scary knowing this can really happen to us. Do not take this movie as a joke! My review will give this movie a solid five stars/A+. Hope you liked it!


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Pretty simple, easy on the eyes for people to be able to see it well. The camera sucks 'cause it was off my phone. I'm going to go back today with a better camera to take a picture of it. I will be doing more soon just for her!

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OH MY GOD. My girlfriend was like, "Tiesto is coming to my school." I was like, "Oh cool, let's see how much they're charging." I go and check the price out and yup; he's worth one dollar away from a million! At least for the tickets.

Ok, recently my girlfriend came into a stump. She is going to a Private University in Ft. Lauderdale, FL called Nova Southeastern University. I was wondering if there's a Board for private Universities. Her situation is that she had a class that she was about to fail or did fail but not because she failed on purpose. She was in a very delicate situation where it did not allow her to attend classes. She had plenty of documentation to prove for this case.

The professor flunked her but she tried to drop the class before the grade went in. She did a student action form, which basically is a form explaining why the class should be dropped. The form went through and she was able to keep going to school. Today she received a letter saying all of her fall classes were dropped for flunking the Summer 09 class that she had dropped before she "flunked" it. Now she is put into academic suspension because of it.

So yea, basically the question is if you guys that live in FL or are very good at finding things on the internet to help me out. I just need a Board or if there is one to Private Universities. Another thing, the teacher was sentenced to bed rest. She wasn't suppose to be teaching but the school kept allowing her to teach.

So far I have found this:

http://www.flbog.org/contact/

But I think that's only to public universities.

Like I said, I need one for private universities. Thanks again!

Ever since my mothers death I have not been myself. I have had nightmares, I've had tantrums for no reason, I cry like if everything hurts me. I think about horrible thoughts I've never would have even imagined. I can't deal with the stress of life anymore. My job being on top of me all the time.

Some one in the corner reminding me that my mother is dead. My own sister telling me my mother died because of me. I know I have had conflicts with her before, but for my sister to say this? I feel like everything is my fault. I'm broke, I have no money. My girlfriend has been paying for my dinner recently. She gets mad at me all the time now.
Wtf, I can't stand anything anymore. I have to be constantly moving to even think straight. If I stay in the same room for more than an hour, I start to go crazy. I don't sleep well anymore. I sleep maybe two hours a night. I have probably slept like eight hours this whole week or maybe less. I just don't know anymore.

I went to see a physcologist. I feel like they can't help me; that they just say what our minds want to hear, but my mind is not stupid. My mind knows that they say things like this to try make us feel better.

You may wonder what my horrible thoughts are, well here's a list from the most I think about to the least:

Suicide
Murder
Anger
Rage
Depression
Fuck god that worthless piece of shit
Fuck everyone that is around me
I want to be lonely.
Drugs.

The first two are things I would never do, because I know I can't find myself ever doing those things, but the thought of them just release and add to the situation. I know I need better "help," but better help won't help me like I need. You might think I'm crazy but meh, doesn't bother me. I think I'm crazy too. Sorry I just needed to rant.

Tomorrow is the day, that forever she will be away. I will be speaking at her funeral, and I have to write something, but it's just so much to write. I don't even know where to start. I think I just might write a poem; but I don't even know where to start. So I was wondering if you guys had any poems that talk about their mothers dying, or being dead. I need some inspiration. As soon as I am done writing it, I'll post it on here.