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I was discussing showering with my roommate and the topic came up of which way one faces while showering.

My roommate showers facing the faucet while I face the opposite way (back to faucet).

Clearly this is an important issue.

So TL, how do you shower most of the time.

Poll: Which way do you shower?
(Vote): Back to faucet
(Vote): Directly facing faucet

EDIT: Changed to most of the time.

For the past day or two I have not been able to connect to any search engines except for dogpile.com. They don't load at all.

From the research I did, it seems the problem is most likely a hijacker of some sort. I have run ad-aware, a-squared, and Trend Micro anti-virus scans to no avail.

Finally I came across this guide. I was following it fine until it said to run run the list.dlls. When I'd run list.dlls either through cmd or just by clicking on it, it would start listing a ton of shit for a while and then just close. It just closes without an error message or anything with no text in my output.txt file.

I am using Vista. I have list.dlls set to run as an administrator.

What do I do?

Also, could there be another solution?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6gF9SkmCEEU
Her parents say they wouldn't cure her if they could. Really selfish considering the child has no choice in the matter.

So, I have a lot of deep rooted anger. A lot of it is related to my childhood and my verbally abusive father as well as my terrible high school years.

But I won't go into that.

The purpose of my blog is, does anyone know any good ways to release anger?

What I really want to do is fucking scream at the top of my lungs but there is nowhere at college to do that.

So...anyone know any silent techniques that work. Google didn't help me too much. And don't say punch a pillow because that doesn't fucking work.

So, if you read my last blog, I'm trying to ask this girl out.

However, I have a terrible fear I may have been friend zoned.

I have only met her twice now, and I will see her again on Friday. She works in the band I'm in.

On Friday, we'll be playing at a Phillies game and then sitting and watching it. She asked me multiple times if I was going to sit next to her in which I responded "yes." Would she ask this so much if I were friend zoned?

She hasn't touched me and I haven't touched her except I nudged her arm with my forearm once. I also have not complimented her or anything.

She has NOT said I'm like a brother or a friend or someone she can "confide" in or any of that bullshit.


She laughs at everything I say, so that's good but the fact that she hasn't touched me and I haven't made advances gets me worried. I feel like she may feel "comfortable" around me.

So, I work in a band comprised almost entirely of old people. I however, am college bound and 18. There is also a girl in the band who is college bound and 18 going to a college near mine.

So we started talking on one of the band's gigs and she was laughing and smiling a lot. The gig was all day long and she was positioning herself around me a lot and near me asking me questions etc. She seems pretty shy and was blushing around me.

At the end of the day she told me she was really happy she met someone she could talk to in the band.

So I do not know whether or not she just wants to be around me because she has nobody else to talk to or if she actually likes me.

Thoughts? (I am not applying starcraft strategy don't worry)