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Hi Reader,
I have no particular intention with this blog. It's been 4 hours that I've been sitting here with nothing to do. I'm not even thinking. I try to browse around, but I just find nothing interesting now. Not even the usual online magazines that I frequent. Does this happen to you? It's very strange somehow. I want to read something but after the third sentence I think "Yeah I get what your saying, and I'm sure there are no surprises at the end of this artice" so I close it. I try to ladder but do not feel the rush I usually do when playing.
Funny thing is, I'm observing myself, and I'm practically not doing/thinking about anything. What the fuck is this?!? I check some threads in TL but nothing registers, and I think my brain is not even paying attention. It's like it is in awake sleep mode. Maybe I'm just tired after playing football all day. But thats not even true. I feel good and fresh.
Maybe I'm stuck? with what? I'm a busy person and there is school and moonlight work to think about. But at this point now, there is nothing that interest me in particular. Not girl. Not some BW stuff. Not movies. Not sleeping. Nothing. Like I'm in a stasis field. Or like an ensnared Archon gliding sluggishly across the map.
Honestly when I started writing this I thought I'd feel better or sharper at this point. But I still feel the same sitty feeling, like it's a trap. No, not life in general, but just now. What the hell do I do? Maybe I'm physically sick I just don't know yet. But my temperature is ok. Or maybe Ive had too much sugar earlier.
Goddamit I dont like this situation and feeling.
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Road trip
Perfect time for one
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ALLEYCAT BLUES49035 Posts
On May 16 2011 01:28 Percutio wrote: Road trip
Perfect time for one
Yeah,go to a rave or something if you're into that.
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On May 16 2011 01:28 Percutio wrote: Road trip
Perfect time for one Oh fuck! Its midnight! Best Idea! I feel stupid not thinking of it!
EDIT: Actually, I feel I need some Fight Club action... Damn this might be interesting.
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It happens to me all the time. I usually just go out with some friends or go drive around town aimlessly.
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Trade me spots, I'll be in Korea and you can be in the middle of bumfuck nowhere Missouri (read as: Misery).
Actually, I know that feeling you are having right now and man does it make you want to bash your head into a wall or what.
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Just sleep it off, it should be better the next day.
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United States24342 Posts
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Do a hundred push-ups, sit-ups, and squats. After that, run 10 miles. If you are still able to think coherently, do it once more. Do it till you feel an amount of pain that makes you realize that this is actually worse than what you were feeling before. After that, fall mindlessly asleep because of exhaustion. There, problem solved.
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Go call up a friend and do something - anything. Whenever I feel like that I go find someone to talk since human interaction (irl) seems to fix that pretty quickly.
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Youre a gifted person. That does not come without a cost however. It generally coincides with manic depression or a similar state. You see, the highly creative state of talented person overwhelmes the person himself. While he accomplishes a lot during it, the accomplishments are his own undoing, as each further victory leads to increased expectations, which when finally not coming true,lead the person to a depressed, hungover state of failing to his standars and regaining the creativity necessary for another release. The standards are created with reasoned and rational expectations with regard to past accomplishments, which is why it is hard to get rid of the cause of the problem, as it is almost a given for anyone significantly above normal.
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On May 16 2011 02:19 xarthaz wrote: Youre a gifted person. That does not come without a cost however. It generally coincides with manic depression or a similar state. You see, the highly creative state of talented person overwhelmes the person himself. While he accomplishes a lot during it, the accomplishments are his own undoing, as each further victory leads to increased expectations, which when finally not coming true,lead the person to a depressed, hungover state of failing to his standars and regaining the creativity necessary for another release. The standards are created with reasoned and rational expectations with regard to past accomplishments, which is why it is hard to get rid of the cause of the problem, as it is almost a given for anyone significantly above normal.
ha, this makes me feel good
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Every goddamn day. Read the whole internet, nothing new there.
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IM back, with a vengeance! LOL. It must be this room, I was ok then, but now im sluggish again.
Hi micro, i have a feeling you are trolling me? I hope not...
On May 16 2011 02:19 xarthaz wrote: Youre a gifted person. That does not come without a cost however. It generally coincides with manic depression or a similar state. You see, the highly creative state of talented person overwhelmes the person himself. While he accomplishes a lot during it, the accomplishments are his own undoing, as each further victory leads to increased expectations, which when finally not coming true,lead the person to a depressed, hungover state of failing to his standars and regaining the creativity necessary for another release. The standards are created with reasoned and rational expectations with regard to past accomplishments, which is why it is hard to get rid of the cause of the problem, as it is almost a given for anyone significantly above normal. xar, is this directed towards me? kk. if so, you maketh me blush LOL. I suspect though it must be the bottles and bottles of soda i drank earlier. goddam junk.
On May 16 2011 02:46 NPHarris wrote: Every goddamn day. Read the whole internet, nothing new there. WHOA! You know what, most of the times im online i get this feeling. before i shutdown my laptop, i feel like ive read the entire netz.
ANyway, this is what I did. I wanted to be alone so girlfriend not invited kk. went to a good convenienve store, sat on the ledge near the entrance, and small talk everyone who enters! it must have been a weird experience for them. and then drove around randomly until i was near home. so. when life decides to suck it sucks hard. I really just want to sleep because i still have a lot to do. Still, sleep is not visiting yet haha.
Why are you guys online anyway?
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Holy shit, this blog is exactly how i feel a lot lately. Its so frustrating, not feeling like doing anything, losing interest in everything etc.
On May 16 2011 01:30 GG.NoRe wrote:Oh fuck! Its midnight! Best Idea! I feel stupid not thinking of it! EDIT: Actually, I feel I need some Fight Club action... Damn this might be interesting.
haha we even have the same thought about fight club, i watched that movie yesterday just for those reasons.
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HAHAHA. Im presently loitering on a SC2 LR. TSL Finals. First time Ive been here. Just having a look see. I think BW is more awesome, TSL finals only has 4k +- views, JvF KAOSL2 had 8k. No bashing here, just cheering for the version of SC i loved first SC2 LR feels diferent somehow
BTW, go thorzain!!!
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On May 16 2011 03:25 Mithriel wrote:Holy shit, this blog is exactly how i feel a lot lately. Its so frustrating, not feeling like doing anything, losing interest in everything etc. Show nested quote +On May 16 2011 01:30 GG.NoRe wrote:On May 16 2011 01:28 Percutio wrote: Road trip
Perfect time for one Oh fuck! Its midnight! Best Idea! I feel stupid not thinking of it! EDIT: Actually, I feel I need some Fight Club action... Damn this might be interesting. haha we even have the same thought about fight club, i watched that movie yesterday just for those reasons. Where do you get your fix?
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TSL3 finals has like 60k o.o
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On May 16 2011 03:30 GG.NoRe wrote:[ + Show Spoiler +QUOTE] On May 16 2011 03:25 Mithriel wrote:Holy shit, this blog is exactly how i feel a lot lately. Its so frustrating, not feeling like doing anything, losing interest in everything etc. On May 16 2011 01:30 GG.NoRe wrote:Oh fuck! Its midnight! Best Idea! I feel stupid not thinking of it! EDIT: Actually, I feel I need some Fight Club action... Damn this might be interesting. haha we even have the same thought about fight club, i watched that movie yesterday just for those reasons. Where do you get your fix?[/QUOTE]
Wish i had one, i used to be a pure gamer, spending hours and hours ingame, but lately the games arent the fix for me anymore
If you find a fix post it please haha
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