1.My girlfriend wants to go to school. Specifically for her it's cosmetology school. The problem is she has no money and her family can't help pay. With the new laws on private loans, private loan companies make it impossible to get one to pay for trade school education. I don't need advice on how Obama made getting loans harder or that cosmetology is not a good career. I want her to do what she is passionate about instead of settling for school loans in a career she won't care about. So if anyone has any ideas on this it would help greatly.
2.What's the SC2 multiplayer scene on battle.net like these days? I haven't played the game in over a year and I'm sure I'm crap. I have always been a protoss player but since the inception of SC2 I feel like the only race that has been worthy of playing is Terran. I love the lengths of management and multitasking the play style forces me to play. Since I've been a 24/7 viewer of SC:BW and SC2 I really only play the game against AI or UMS games. And if I player ladder it's only 4v4 because then I came blame other people for losing haha.
I don't get why I"m so lazy when I play 1v1. I know I could be scouting but I generally just don't care. I see units that I should counter but I just choose to build whatever feels fun that game and try to win anyway. Which I micro good enough that I tend to do well anyway. I also play very unsafe taking hidden expansion instead of my natural. I swear I could be playing perfect games if I mentally could force myself to. I feel like its a metaphor for how I am in real life. Naturally lazy and doing just enough to be where I want to be.
3.On a new topic how does one balance anything at all? I'm supposed to practice coding everyday after work, go to the gym, watch what I eat, clean the place. But as I get older I just want to sleep more, play some games, and maybe choose at least one thing I should be doing and get it done. However, when I was 21 (25 now) I would drink a lot, have energy drinks every day, never sleep, code all the time and always be playing video games and I was completely happy. I wish that energy was back but I know junk food and energy drinks isn't the way to get me back to that energetic self is it? I could honestly care less about my weight but it's about knowing I'm taking care of myself.
4. I feel like there is a four but I haven't thought of it yet. There's always time where everything seems like it needs answers. I'm on the verge of going back to my old ways, and maybe that's ok for another couple years. I just want to be happy and successful and right now I should feel both but I"m not acting it. I'll get my act together.
Thanks for any listening to my thoughts. I'm not depressed, I"m just sitting here with motivation screaming in my head but it just won't translate to action, and that's the hardest challenge for anyone to overcome, the reason many never reach greatness.