I can't understand myself.

I was feeling horribly down.
Then I just told myself that I am happy.
And now I am happy.
Could someone tell me why I did not know that earlier?
It so good to feel happy.

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Elegance Canada. August 10 2012 08:41. Posts 840

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You okay man?

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Kurumi Poland. August 10 2012 08:44. Posts 5142

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On August 10 2012 08:41 Elegance wrote:
You okay man?

I think so. There are couple of things troubling me but the biggest one is something I can't overcome - which is lack of money.
Unless you were asking if I am insane.
Then, no idea.

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N3rV[Green] United States. August 10 2012 09:05. Posts 1827

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We are all a little insane bro, just look up at that sky of endless possibility and appreciate the air, water, food, and all else you have.

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StarStruck August 10 2012 09:06. Posts 18393

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Don't necessarily need money to be happy, but for many it helps.

Control money. Well, there are steps you can take to overcome that hurdle if you apply yourself. You aren't really giving me much to go on though as this is all common sense. ._.

Kurumi Poland. August 10 2012 09:14. Posts 5142

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On August 10 2012 09:06 StarStruck wrote:
Don't necessarily need money to be happy, but for many it helps.

Control money. Well, there are steps you can take to overcome that hurdle if you apply yourself. You aren't really giving me much to go on though as this is all common sense. ._.

Well, when you're a teenager and you know that it is the best for your family for you not to get out of home it is kind of hard.
-sigh- I am really anxious because of that.

On August 10 2012 09:05 N3rV[Green] wrote:
We are all a little insane bro, just look up at that sky of endless possibility and appreciate the air, water, food, and all else you have.

I guess that's true.
I just hope I am not over the "little" fragment.

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ymir233 United States. August 10 2012 09:14. Posts 1247

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Getting some informal Zen Buddhism up in this shit

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Sinensis United States. August 10 2012 09:18. Posts 2503

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Are you sure you didn't just go from horribly down to hysterical?

Hope you're not in too much money trouble that's the worst.

Kurumi Poland. August 10 2012 09:26. Posts 5142

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On August 10 2012 09:18 Sinensis wrote:
Are you sure you didn't just go from horribly down to hysterical?

Hope you're not in too much money trouble that's the worst.

Well, I have food and Internet... it's not too bad...
And I think I am really fine. I've been suppressing my feelings for a long, long time now.

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Release United States. August 10 2012 09:31. Posts 3973

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Make a journal/diary. It feels good to express feelings. I started yesterday and wrote for an hour.
Feels good

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AnachronisticAnarchy United States. August 10 2012 09:35. Posts 2300

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Unhappiness is all in your head. Small wonder you managed to do that though. Not many people can just jump right out of depression like that, usually they're just too tired to try.

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Kurumi Poland. August 10 2012 09:38. Posts 5142

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On August 10 2012 09:31 Release wrote:
Make a journal/diary. It feels good to express feelings. I started yesterday and wrote for an hour.
Feels good

But I don't anyone to read it! o_o
Especially my parents >_> or entire family.

On August 10 2012 09:35 AnachronisticAnarchy wrote:
Unhappiness is all in your head. Small wonder you managed to do that though. Not many people can just jump right out of depression like that, usually they're just too tired to try.

I just need to keep it up and genuinely feel it. It should be good!

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PrinceXizor United States. August 10 2012 09:43. Posts 4441

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On August 10 2012 09:38 Kurumi wrote:

Show nested quote +

But I don't anyone to read it! o_o
Especially my parents >_> or entire family.

Show nested quote +

I just need to keep it up and genuinely feel it. It should be good!

http://www.my-diary.org/

you can keep a private passworded diary online.

Blazinghand United States. August 10 2012 09:43. Posts 12272

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The trick with a journal or diary is to keep it in a passworded folder on your computer so it's for your eyes only

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Kurumi Poland. August 10 2012 09:46. Posts 5142

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On August 10 2012 09:43 Blazinghand wrote:
The trick with a journal or diary is to keep it in a passworded folder on your computer so it's for your eyes only

I can hide it in some steam folder, no need to password.
Just to make sure it doesn't show in recent though.

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Release United States. August 10 2012 10:33. Posts 3973

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Electronic journal imo is no substitute for a pen-and-paper journal.

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Azera August 10 2012 12:08. Posts 3410

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For me, I just (as cliche as it sounds) go with the flow. Just let your emotions happen, ya know?

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EffervescentAureola United States. August 10 2012 13:56. Posts 409

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As ironic as this sounds, just imagine that if you don't wake up tomorrow morning the world is just going to go on the same way it was before. Nothing is going to change when you die because nothing changed when you were born either. Realize that in life, either Nothing matters or Everything matters. Try to appreciate that as a human race we've managed to come as far as we have, that's a miracle in and of itself. But as much as we have already accomplished, we only see and know the tip of the iceberg, look into the night sky, the universe is seemingly infinitely limitless with possibility, there is so much that we do not know, that we will never know, but that we can always appreciate from a distance. No matter how fast or strong or smart you think you are, you can always be better. Those who believe themselves to be absolutely the best are setting themselves up for failure and crushing defeat, because the only way to be truly wise is to completely let go of your ego and realize that you are no more than a grain of sand on a beach or a drop of water in the ocean

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Shock710 Australia. August 10 2012 15:49. Posts 2930

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Sometimes i do this as well, like i'll be super sad casue no gf, and than i tell myself u know what, theres no reason to be sad just be happy, i'm wasting time being sad, i dont like being sad so why should i spend time being sad =D
p.s ofc there are days which just suck..