cArn and eSahara parts ways

On January 12 2012 23:18 cArn- wrote:
I'm bit tired of people not knowing a quarter of what is up to jump on conclusion, I didn't want to say anything about all this but if people are to say things that are not true I guess I'll have to shed some lights.

I'm gonna be very short as it was something I was gonna talk about in the rest of my blogs anyway. So long story short, I joined eSahara, they couldn't provide me with the possibility to pratice since I left the GOM house, so I wasn't able to practice for 5 or 6 months.
Guess what, when you can't practice for this long, you're not gonna have any results.

For the qualifiers I had a bit over a month of practice at the ProS house, but I was still not in good shape enough to be able to win it, and if I were to go to the qualifiers it would be to win. It wasn't going to happen this time, and I had more than enough experience playing in every single one of the previous qualifiers (except the one when I was in Europe for ESWC).

There also was no real coverage whatsover of the qualifiers this time so it's not like there was any exposure to get out of it for the team, instead of continuing the disappointments that were ESWC and PPSL I would rather get my skill level and my confidence in my game back, improve as much as possible and be ready to win the next qualifier.

I just find really disappointing that eSahara tries to discredit me like this, that they interpret me not going as a lack of motivation, sure no problem that's what they think, but to then try to make people think I'm not practising is just not something you do. Especially since I choose to stick with them when I had better options just because I felt they were going in the right direction and had the right ideas and that we could build something together. I was wrong, it was just talking.
I could have things to say about what went wrong with eSahara, but I'm not gonna be that guy who crosses the line even though they went out of their way to spread misinformation about me.

It's fine, I know what I want, people who know me and know the details about all of this are supporting me, and those who don't have all the informations have to keep this in mind : they don't have all the informations.

So thanks to those who are still supporting me. The ones who are doubting me it's fine, it's just a matter of time before you are made wrong.

I know it, people who know me know it, eSahara knows it.

Just next time ... say it how it is : no results. Which I obviously understand, but that's all there is to it.

I'm not going into further details now, everything is gonna be covered in my next blogs when I get to that point.
As for this issue there is not much more to say.

GL