So yeah...i was rather optimistic in that blog post. I asked her, she said no. We haven't spoke since. Lol
To be honest i was disappointed for a day and I've been totally fine since. In a way its good as it cleared my head of her.
Anyway... it caused me to realise I guess in a way that the girl i really still care about is the other one. The one that turned me down due to her going away on a trip for a number of months.
To be honest there isn't anyone I'd rather be with and I'm just gonna wait it out till shes back and then see where it goes from there. I mean theres no one at university I like, no other girls I know who I like in this sense so I'll just wait for her.
Yeah it's frustrating and disappointing but meh, overall worth it in the end in my opinion.