I don't understand how anyone can play this game, lose, and not feel like the biggest retard on Earth. Mistake here, mistake there, mistakes everywhere, you could have won that game, Jasper, how could you make such silly mistakes?. Queue for another game, lose again you fuckin' idiot, you keep playing so badly game after game.. Watch the replay, notice even more mistakes.
And in the 50% of the other games I play I win...... I feel nothing. I play the most intense TvZ of my life and win.. ok... watch the replay, I was being outplayed hard at every single corner, a shitty engagement just swung the game in my favor and allowed me to stabilize. Play another game, 5rax reaper to calm down my mind, straight up BO win.
Sad thing is I can't play things people call chill and mind relieving like LoL/Dota to cause the same shit happens to me there TT