Im taking some summer classes, so Im renting out a room for the summer. I decided to move down a little early (its Thursday night now, classes start Monday morning) because I figured Id use the extra time to look for a job (RE: rent and hospital bill).
But rather than having "seize the day" coursing through my blood, Im feeling tired and lonely. I spent 8.5 hours in my car (driving from Sacramento to Irvine), with two of those hours stuck in LA fucking traffic. Im sweaty and icky, but the room needs to be cleaned up, but theres no light for the room other than the desklamp Im borrowing for a few days.
So now Im choked with this dread. Its the same feeling on my first night in college away from home. Im desperate to talk to someone, but I dont know who else to call about this.
I really hope tomorrow and this weekend are better than these last couple of hours ;__;