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GrandInquisitor
New York City13113 Posts
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mitsy
United States1792 Posts
so i'm sitting here in the dark, farting, writing. i think a sinus is hurting me or something, so i'm not sleeping. i got shit to do tommorow, but never enough hours i can really do it. so short is time... i'm so weak. i really need more time to myself. less time to compromise and be inside of a dialogue. i need time for monologues, and time between them, where there aren't any words, just the cold. that's what i need now. i must walk past a thousand people every day. i don't want to look at or talk to any of them. there's nothing i can imagine or remember that i want to do with people. but somehow i am still existing in these words, still thinking what i can make--not for myself, not for anyone that exists, but somehow, still, for the imagined future, i guess. when i don't feel either way, or if i don't want to know what i feel, i rationalize. i do it so well. i can rationlize away any challenge, so that is what i am: weak. no challenges, no feelings, please. i don't want to make a difference. i don't want to be somebody. i'm just avoiding the worst of it, because the best i just can't bear. not everyone unatrophies in recovery. maybe the world needs some rare cripples, but odds are, i'm a nobody. but i am cheered up each day with the cheerful fools, less crippled in some ways, but a denial and a lack of any sight oh so clear. petty things will confuse and challenge them for the rest of their life. maybe that's the solution we've invented, or always had. i think this insincerity is more widespread than myself, because, well, sincerity can't live up to the lies we now see from eachother. if we only assumed others were precisely coming from where we are, if we were only free from "necessities" making us too busy to do that, or care, have time, or effort for it--we could dare to appear less, and have sights--freedom from insincerity. but the storm would be enourmous, like a huge debt--we must file for bankruptcy, because paying it off has become impossible. | ||
AiurZ
United States429 Posts
http://sadfulhappy.livejournal.com/ | ||
imRadu
1798 Posts
Types of students in college classes To classify the people you see in class - either they are the average person, or they are one of the Big Ten. In both cases they have may have any or all of the Little Ten's characteristics as "addon" flavors. -text- someone please shoot me. | ||
GrandInquisitor
New York City13113 Posts
thanks for reading more than one paragraph ass ~_~ | ||
imRadu
1798 Posts
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GrandInquisitor
New York City13113 Posts
On January 22 2006 05:53 imRadu wrote: you expect me to make a huge ass 8 page quote? no thanks. I read it. It hurt. Never again. right, the whole thing? if you really couldn't appreciate it then i don't care - i didn't think it was that funny either until someone else told me it was ~_~ | ||
LaSt)ChAnCe
United States2179 Posts
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Mickey
United States2606 Posts
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jacen
Austria3644 Posts
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NewbSaibot
3849 Posts
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omgbnetsux
United States3749 Posts
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mitsy
United States1792 Posts
i tried to floss with paper but it didn't work. paper gets really weak in your mouth, u know, cuz it gets wet. you know, more about this mcdonalds taste. u know those mcdonalds burps you get after eating mcdonalds. they are kind of smooth as far as burps go. and farts too. they're like smooth, mcdonalds tasting... easier. than most. you know this morning when i woke up my face felt so oily, so i took a shower. i have this bottle of soap for the shower that probably has last me like 2 years and it's not even a quarter gone yet. makes you wonder. it's this thick blue liquid soap, i always use like a lot of it, but it never seems to die. almost like some smurfs keep jizzing their magical blue soapy jizz back into it. i did run out of that green jizz shampoo a few days ago, but i had some orange goup left over from a christmas present. i really have to pour a lot of it on. cuz it's the cheap kind, you know? | ||
EvilTeletubby
Baltimore, USA22222 Posts
On January 22 2006 15:19 NewbSaibot wrote: you're all fags | ||
decafchicken
United States19902 Posts
On January 22 2006 18:59 EvilTeletubby wrote: I would pay to read your blog Lyle | ||
FroST(TE)
United States909 Posts
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rpf289
United States3524 Posts
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EvilTeletubby
Baltimore, USA22222 Posts
I'm not sharing any feelings or emotions with you. Get off my nuts. | ||
FakeSteve[TPR]
Valhalla18444 Posts
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Locked
United States4182 Posts
On January 22 2006 19:23 FakeSteve[TPR] wrote: i don't even have feelings or emotions but you have a mood icon! lol @ grandinquisitor not finding something really funny until someone TOLD him that its funny?! wtf or basically what last)chance said On January 22 2006 13:48 LaSt)ChAnCe wrote: when people tell you things you don't think are funny...are funny...you believe them and then laugh at the now "funny" things? | ||
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